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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Lonesome... :(

Inspite of the deadlines, the music class, the ice skating, the drawing, sketching, browing the web, blogging, flickring, reading, movies; life just seems to be lonely and motivation-less in this big city... something seems to be amiss... and for the first time in the last 3 and half yrs, since I came to US in Aug. 2002, i am having this feeling... it is hard to establish yourself from scratch in a totally new and random city with absolutely nobody around.... or may be I just need a break and need to visit my family back home... after all its been 3 yrs. and 8 months since I've seen/met anybody back home.... and in the meantime, need to find some good friends here or just go and visit my other friends elsewhere in the US....

3 Comments:

  • Aah, poor girl...this kind of loneliness is possible when suddenly you find yourself in an environment where you cannot speak to someone in your mother-tongue or the language you feel your emotions in...in such a scenario, you may find yourself either becoming cocky and aggressive (happens with males) or becoming depressed...

    how about talking to someone who you are comfortable with in the language that you think in...

    And a visit to your home-town certainly helps...

    By Blogger Dust-Biter, at 2:04 PM  

  • Cheer Up Lady !

    You really deserve a break...each and everyone person I talk to is amazed how come you have been able to sustain yourself for so long without visiting home.

    Its time for a vacation....will rev you up...thats what they are meant for !!

    -

    By Anonymous You Know who!, at 2:36 PM  

  • Well, I guess at some point all of us need to talk our hearts out and need someone to listen to and respond to it..it may be real or an e-response:).

    By Blogger vaibhav_search, at 8:54 PM  

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